Reunion.

Tonight I got to spend my night with the best people on earth: 

the 2010-2011 WJHS Madrigals.

I've missed them all so much and I'm so glad the 

majority of them were able to make it.

People always make fun of us for still hanging out and being so close.

But seriously, these people changed my life.

I love each and every one of them.

It's so bittersweet to everyone move on and leave on missions.

However, these boys will all make incredible missionaries.

I am so blessed to have been able to spend so much time 

with such amazing people.

Just Dance.

Lots of lots of yummy treats.

Piano playing and singing.

Hugs and laughs.

A reminiscing movie.

Such a great night.

Yes, maybe the night was a bit nostalgic,

but I loved every moment of it.

Viewer Descretion Advised.

This is going to be me whining for a second. This is my blog, after all. 

I miss my best friend.
For some reason lately I've thought a lot about him.
Old memories that faded are becoming clear once again.
I forgot how fun we used to be.
All I could remember was the drama and fights.
I want "that" friendship back.
The one before everything.
The one where we'd be complete goofballs and didn't care.

I'm sure he's doing wonderful without me.
But, I can't help but think, "Does he ever feel the same?"
I watched a slideshow I once made of us.
That didn't help.
I hope one day we can get over this hump and be great friends again.
However, I know that may not be in the cards.
I may just have to play the hand I was dealt.

Blessed.

I am soooo blessed to have the best friends in the world! I've always known I had incredible friends but last night I was really reminded how amazing my friends are. Last night I was faced with one of my biggest nightmares and when I found this 'thing' out I was seriously in shock and hurt. Camie was there was I found out and was so patient with me and just sat there and let me cope the way I needed. She sat there while I sat there in shock and didn't push the situation or anything. I was so hurt and felt so sick and had no clue what to do. I needed to talk. It was about 10:30 so kinda late and I called my friend, Kayla. On my way there Spencer called and knew I was upset and was immediately planning on coming to my rescue. I told him I would call him back after I left Kayla's. I told Kayla I needed to talk and she got out of bed and everything to come talk to me. Just being able to talk about it helped me more than she even knows. Just getting it off my chest helped lighten that burden. After I left Kayla's I called Spencer back and he dropped everything and came over. Right when he walked in I was in tears, once again, and he just grabbed me and gave me the biggest hug and stood there while I cried. He's incredible! We talked about everything and he gave me great advice regarding what to do. That's what the biggest struggle for me; not knowing what to do... It was about 12:30am and I was starving so we went to McDonald's and got Happy Meals. I love Happy Meals and they help make everything better. We ate our food and talked lots more and lightened the mood. I swear this kid knows me better than myself sometimes and can always make me happy.  After Spencer left I just thought about how incredibly blessed I am to have two incredible best friends who would drop anything to come help me. I have my Heavenly Father to thank for placing these two people in my life to help me through so much. Kayla and Spencer are seriously the best friends anyone could ask for (: