Girls Need To Realize.

Girls Need To Realize: WRITTEN BY A GUY We guys don’t care if you talk to other guys. We don’t care if you’re friends with other guys. But when you’re sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn’t help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we’re still there. We don’t care if a guy calls>OR TEXTS< you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. That it can’t wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you’re pretty/beautiful/ gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don’t tell us we’re wrong. We’ll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don’t be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. Let us pay for you! dont ‘feel bad’ We enjoy doing it. It’s expected. Smile and say ‘thank you. Kiss us when no one’s watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody’s looking, we’ll be more impressed. You don’t have to get dressed up for us. If we’re going out with you in the first place, you don’t have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own. We like you for who you are and not what you are. Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she’s just in her pj’s. or my tshirt and boxers, not all dolled up. Don’t take everything we say seriously. Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it. Don’t get angry easily. Stop using magazines/media as your bible. Don’t talk about how hott Chris Brown, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It’s boring, and we don’t care. You have girlfriends for that. Whatever happened to the word ‘handsome’/’beautiful’ i’d be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with ‘Hey handsome!’ instead of ‘Hey baby/ stud/cutie/ sexy’ or whatever else you can think of. On the other hand im not sayin i woulndnt like it ether ; ) Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren’t being treated right by a guy, dont wait for him to change!!!!! Ditch his sorry butt, disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you’re at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes….and say ‘i love you’ ..and actually mean it. Give the nice guys a chance.
Life is too short to complain about everything that comes your way so stop and smell the roses in life because you might never have another time to take it, so take your time because they are all different in every way, so take chances in life, if it doesn’t work out then fine, there are always more roses to smell.

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This is going to be me whining for a second. This is my blog, after all. 

I miss my best friend.
For some reason lately I've thought a lot about him.
Old memories that faded are becoming clear once again.
I forgot how fun we used to be.
All I could remember was the drama and fights.
I want "that" friendship back.
The one before everything.
The one where we'd be complete goofballs and didn't care.

I'm sure he's doing wonderful without me.
But, I can't help but think, "Does he ever feel the same?"
I watched a slideshow I once made of us.
That didn't help.
I hope one day we can get over this hump and be great friends again.
However, I know that may not be in the cards.
I may just have to play the hand I was dealt.

Because.

Because sometimes I'm supposed to be studying for the class I'm failing.
I've studied and studied.
This class is going to be the death of my brain.
ashlee tip #120: don't take USU 1300

Because a cute boy is here.
 I therefore, cannot focus.

Because registration is tonight at 12:01
and all of my classes I want are full.
joy.

Because I have a phone date tonight,
I want to remember all I have to talk about.

Because my body is out-of-whack right now,
I'm not sleeping and I feel dead all the time.

Because I can't focus at all,
I am blogging.

(Not) Fairytale.

Once upon a time,
a naive girl gave her whole heart to a boy.
Boy was her dream.
Girl thought the world of boy and
could see herself with boy forever.
(like I said, girl is naive)
Girl thought fairytale was going just peachy.
Girl thought wrong.
Boy began going behind girls back.
Girl found out.
Hearts were broken.
One shattered, one cracked.
Girl was devastated.
Girl thought nothing better would come along.
That she didn't deserve better.
Girl was wrong.
Girl began to open herself up.
Open to up to new adventures, people
and boys.
Girl realized there is something better for her.
Girl doesn't see boy for a month.
Girl goes home and sees boy.
Boy is different.
Boy's weird.
Girl realizes she no longer has feeling for boy.
Girl rejoices!
Girl realizes she and boy have grown apart.
It doesn't hurt girl anymore.
Girl feels free and at ease.
Girl can still write her fairytale.
With a Man.

sometimes.

sometimes i don't go to bed until 5:30 because i have way too much on my mind.

sometimes i just want to sleep so i can escape from all my problems.

sometimes i stay in bed until one. because of lack of motivation due to situation above.

sometimes school is the last thing i want to do.

sometimes i come home and do seven hours of math homework. seven.

sometimes i tune out the entire world and think.

sometimes i cry. and cry. and cry some more. then cry until i fall asleep.

sometimes you are lied to.

sometimes you feel like everything you made was destroyed.

sometimes you get your heartbroken.

sometimes i wish things went according to my plan.

sometimes i wonder why.

sometimes i clean to obtain relief.

sometimes i ignore my phone and the entire outside world.

sometimes i wish all these feeling will go away. now.

sometimes i realize i have something to learn.

sometimes i remember the atonement and how it cover all pains.

sometimes i have these: "the lord compensates the faithful for every loss. love may not come at a time we desire but the faithful will know that every tear today will be returned one hundred fold with tears of joy"... "when you are compelled to give up something, or when things that are dear to you are withdrawn from you, know that this is your lesson to be learned right now. but know also that as you are learning this lesson, god wants to give you something better." on my mind. all the time.

sometimes i am impatient.

sometimes i go against everything shauna ever taught.

sometimes it's refreshing and feels good.

sometimes i can't wait for bear lake. one day.

sometimes i feel like blogging is my escape.

sometimes i'd like to thank you if you read this and my blog. thank you. (:

Hope.

I hope he knows what he's doing.

He's burning bridges.

I hope she's worth it.

I hope he finds out what he wants.

I hope he finds out who he is.

I hope he doesn't mess up.

I hope he realizes how much I really care.

I hope we will become friends again.

I hope he knows he's still my best friend.