words, rambling, and the random

just when you feel like you're on top and doing well, it hits. you desire. you cave. why must it be this way? when will you be strong enough to just shun it? do you need help? most certainly. but will you find it? no matter how small or large the desired outcome is; it does you harm. eats you from the inside, out.
when will you ever learn? i believe in you. i believe you can overcome this obstacle. just have the courage to take one step. the step to freedom. the step to the real you. to the life you ache for. the life where you are scrupulous to become someone- the one you look in the mirror and see. the beautiful person you are destined to be.

please, hear my plea, stop. you can do it.

i believe in you.